HEYS,
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST BLOG...
WAS QUITE BUSY WITH PHOTOG STUFF FOR ORIENTATION....
I WAS PISSED TTM DUE TO PHOTOG BUT YET IT WAS DUE TO PHOTOG I FOUND A CRAZY FRIEND JUST LIKE ME

ANYWAYS, I'M EASILY PISSED TTM THESE DAYS I DUN NOE WHY?
MAYBE DUE TO ACADEMIC STRESS CAUSE A LEVEL IS FAST APPROACHING
MAYBE DUE TO THE CLASH OF IDEALOGY BETWEEN ME AND MUMMY... WE HAVE BEEN QUARRELLING LIKE I DUN NOE, LIKE EVERYDAY?
MAYBE DUE TO HAVING MY 叛逆期 LATER... HAHAS
OK MAYBE I'M THINKING TOO MUCH

HOWEVER, I REALLY HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO RANT ABOUT,,, SORRY FOR HAVING U ALL TO READ SO MUCH ):

FIRSTLY, I SERIOUSLY FIND THAT THERE ARE DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THAT HAVE DIFFERENT FREQUENCY...
IF SOMEONE HAVE THE SAME FREQUENCY AS U, U ALL THINK THE SAME, TALK THE SAME, LAUGH AT THE SAME STUFF JUST LIKE SOME DE JAVU THINGY... THE AGE DOESN;T MATTER, EVEN SOMEONE WHO IS 6 YRS OLD WHO HAVE THE SAME FREQUENCY CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT U WANNA GET THROUGH TO HER THE FIRST TIME...
AND IF THAT ******* SOMEBODY IS OF A DIFFERENT FREQUENCY... U CAN SAY A MILLION TIMES AND THAT PERSON CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT U WANNA SAY... IF I WAS ALLOWED TO SHOUT I WOULD SAY : 你是白痴还是笨蛋？I REALLY CAN'T STAND THIS KIND OF PERSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH
MAYBE IF WE HAVE TO TOLERATE SUCH PERSON, WE MUST BLINDFOLD OURSELVES OR SOMETHING... CAUSE THE IMPACT OF THEIR STUPIDITY MAYBE LESS STRONG WHEN U DUN SEE THEIR STUPID BEHAVIOUR.

SECONDLY, I THINK THE WORLD SHOULD ERADICATE DOUBLE STANDARDNESS... WHICH IS OF COURSE IMPOSSIBLE. CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT... WHY ONCE WHEN THERE IS ALOT OF PEOPLE AROUND, RULES SUDDENLY DUN BECOME RULES... THEY CAN INSTANTLY BECOME NOTHING... LIKE SERIOUSLY N-O-T-H-I-N-G !!! IT WILL BE A TOTAL SCAM AND UNFAIRNESS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TO TOLERATE ALL THE RULES EVERYDAY AND THEY ALL BECOME NOTHING WHEN OTHERS ARE AROUND BUT IT STILL EXCLUSIVELY APPLIES TO U...
AREN'T WE SUPPOSE TO STICK TO OUR OWN RULES NO MATTER WHAT... CALL IT IN-FLEXIBLE... WHATEVER BUT WUN IT BE JUST LIKE HAVING TO ABIDE TO THE LAW A MOMENT, AND HAVING NO LAW THE NEXT... PEOPLE WILL GET CRAZY ~

MUMMY ONCE TOLD ME THAT THE WORLD IS MADE UP OF 虚伪NESS. 
WELL, I AGREE TO A LARGE EXTENT... CAUSE IT IS TRUE THAT PEOPLE ONLY LIKE TO LISTEN TO THE GOOD STUFF SO IF U ARE TELLING THE TRUTH BUT IT DOESN'T SOUND NICE, THAT PERSON WILL NOT LIKE IT.... 
I'VE BECOME MORE AND MORE 虚伪 THESE DAYS AND I DUN REALLY LIKE IT MAYBE IT IS NOT A CHOICE BUT SOMETHING THAT EVERYONE IS DOING TOO... I'M SAD THAT I CAN'T BE TRUE TO MYSELF);
WANTING TO BE YOURSELF IS REALLY DIFFICULT CAUSE MANY PEOPLE WILL REFRAIN U FROM DOING SO.... 

I DUN WANNA GROW UP... GROWING UP IS SCARY... IT MAKES U BECOME TOO ALERT... MAKES U UNDERSTAND TOO MUCH THINGS AROUND U... MAKES U FEEL THAT THE SOCIETY IS TOO COMPLICATED FOR U TO HANDLE... MAKES ME WANNA CRY.... 

DEPRESSING YET TRUE... HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE THIS YEAR... MAYBE IT IS TIME FOR MIRACLES (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 
XOXO
 

wah... went to read many blogs today...
alot of my friends all posted about their thoughts and feelings about 2009 andd hoped for a better 2010...
should i be doing the same thing too? taking stock of what had happened so far and what i wished would happen this year... i think it's a little troublesome...
so let's cut it short and sweet...
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS TO TALK LESS, WATCH LESS AND SMILE MORE.
HAHAS...
what a good way to start my new year with my new sets of teeth...
yes... i took out my braces and now i have a 百分百笑容 (:
Anyway happy new year everyone!!! ~

i just wanna let myself remember that i have enjoyed my holidays with quite a lot of shopping including jurong point which i wanted to go badly... a malacca trip although not very nice but at least i got to stay in the best hotel... taking out my braces which had cost a bomb... buying my haviannas slipper finally even though my mum said it could be cut by a scissors... having a newly decorated home and room... that's about all i think...
although there are many unhappy things that had happened i chose not to remember...
忘记一切的痛苦吧 ~
笑一笑世界更美好！
 
 

HI HI,
I KNOW IT'S NOT CHRISTMAS ALREADY BUT SOME PEOPLE SAYS CHRISTMAS LASTS FOR 12 DAYS.
I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S TRUE...
ANYWAY, JUST A SHORT POST TO WISH ALL OF YOU MERRY CHRISTMAS.
TMR'S SECONDARY SCHOOL CLASS GATHERING... DUN KNOW WILL IT BE ENJOYABLE ANOT,
IF IT WAS LIKE STEAMBOAT ONE.... IT TRUELY SUCK... HOPE IT WOON'T BE LIKE THAT...
REALLY HAPPY CAUSE I AM GOING TO TAKE OUT MY BRACES THIS SAT WHICH IS THE 2ND JAN
REMEMBER I WAS ALWAYS SAYING HOW MUCH I WANTED TO GO OVERSEAS THIS HOLIDAY?
I KEEP PESTERING MY PARENTS UNTIL THEY WERE SUPER ANGRY...
HAHAS... BUT AFTER WATCHING SINGAPORE IDOL... I FIGURED OUT THAT THERE WERE STILL MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE NOT LEADING SUCH A COMFORTABLE LIFE LIKE ME SO I SHOULD NOT BE ASKING MORE...
AFTER THINKING THROUGH, I SWEPT AWAY THOSE IDEAS AND BECAME HAPPIER.
SINCE THE WORLD MAY BE COMING TO AN END SOON SO I THINK BEING HAPPY IS MOST IMPORTANT NOW (:
KK... BYES !

hihi,
didn't realise i didn't blog for so long.
oh i have left my blog to rot by itself...
what a bad blogger i am.

anyways, have been doing quite alot of things for the past month or so...
shifted my house
went to malacca (not really enjoyable though)
went ion shopping and bought the stuff i want
today went to the dentist... could remove my braces already but i didn't want to cause i wanna put the christmas colour.. hahas
and i went to cut my super long hair today....
now i feel so much lighter but it's so much shorter than before...

hais actually nothing much la... i haven completed my homework which is saddening but i guess it's still better than my other classmates who still have to study for retest and then complete the homework...

usually when i go online i wun visit my own blog but today i came cause i suddenly tot of a post i posted last year... a picture with dai yang tian... hahas
it was a really good chance to have a photo with him cause i think he is not a bad actor...
i watched 当我们同在一起 everyday as i find it nice and interesting. can imagine what the olden times was like.

kk la...
going to bathe now and try to do my homework...
christmas is coming and i am getting excited!!!
happy happy (:
oh ya another happy thing... chiehling helped me yu gou's xiao gui's album le which means i am going to get his calender and his album soon...
yays... i'm feeling BOOMZ now... hahas
till the next time i visit ~

hahas... don't look much different right.. but there is definitely some difference (:

HEYA,
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR ME AND I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY (:
FINALLY NO MORE LECTURES.... BUT THERE ARE LOADS OF HOLIDAY HW...
ANYWAY I SHALL ENJOY MY NOVEMBER HOLIDAY FIRST BEFORE I START WORKING HARD IN DECEMBER...



WATCHED 2012 ON THURS WITH VIVIAN, REGINA, MIN YI AND JIMMY...
IT WAS TOTALLY NICE AND ALL THE EFFECTS WERE JUST AMAZING.
I CAN TOTALLY RELATE TO IT CAUSE OF GEOGRAPHY MAYBE...
AFTER WATCHING 2012, 99% OF ME BELIEVE THAT 21 DEC 2012 WILL BE THE END OF THE WORLD.
BUT THE 1% OF ME IS SCARED OF DYING....
I WON'T WANT TO GET ON THE VESSEL OR THE PLANE BECAUSE I FIND IT POINTLESS...
I JUST THINK THAT WE SHOULD NEVER FORGET THE PEOPLE WE LOVE AND ALWAYS SAY HOW MUCH WE LOVE THEM IN CASE TMR NEVER COMES.
MOREOVER, WE SHOULD ALWAYS REMEMBER TO PRAY CONSISTENTLY AND NOT ONLY IN TIMES OF NEED....
NO MATTER WHAT, I THINK 2012 WAS A REALLY EXCITING AND TOUCHING SHOW... MY TEARS PRACTICALLY FLEW OUT~

YAY... TMR GOING OUT WITH BABIES(:
AND THEN WILL BE MOVING HOUSE! YIPEE.... FINALLY ~

HEY,
HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY EMPTY THESE FEW DAYS BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
I HAVE NO CRAVING FOR FOOD... NOT ABLE TO SIT DOWN AND CONCENTRATE ON SOMETHING.
MAYBE I SHOULD GO AND STUDY SOON... HAHAS SOUNDS INSANE I KNOW.
PROMOS AND OP HAD JUST PAST AND NOW I'M THINKING OF STUDYING AGAIN.

ANYWAY HAD OP TODAY AND I THINK I DID FAIRLY WELL(:
HOWEVER, THINGS CROPPED UP AND OUR SLIDES WERE SCREWED SERIOUSLY.
I CAN JUST CONCLUDE THAT LUCK WAS NOT REALLY SHINING ON OUR GROUP SO I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ALSO ):
COMING TO THINK OF IT, IT WAS QUITE WASTED... HAIS BUT WAS HAD PAST HAD PAST.

NOW, I CAN ONLY MOVE ON AND THINK ABOUT THE CLASS BBQ ON WED AND GOING OUT WITH MUMMY ON FRIDAY (:
THINKING ABOUT LIFE THESE DAYS IS REALLY DEPRESSING... MANY TIMES I FELT LIKE BREAKING DOWN AND JUST KEEP ON CRYING BUT I KNOW WE HAVE TO BE REALISTIC HERE...

ANYWAY HAVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF PACKING THESE DAYS BECAUSE I AM MOVING HOUSE (: LOOKING FORWARD
BUT IT IS REALLY TIRING PACKING AND MOVING HOUSE IS REALLY NOT VERY FUN.
HOWEVER DURING THE PACKING, I FOUND MY SMELLY BELLY... I'M SURE MANY OF US BOUGHT IT BEFORE.
AFTER ABOUT 5 YEARS OR SO, IT STILL SMELLS SMELLY.... HAHAS... BUT I HAVE THROWN IT AWAY...
BEFORE I THREW IT AWAY, I TOOK PHOTOS WITH IT~ hahas...

Say hello to my smelly belly... it smells like expired vanilla.



ALSO, I REALISED I HAD MORE THAN 50 CAPSULES FROM THE TURN TURN MACHINES..... SCARY... HAHAS

hi hi,
i'm blogging again.
i don't really wanna talk about promos cause its just a saddening subject. i'm just glad i've got promoted. that's it.

i really don't wanna grow up... the older you are, the more you are aware of things around u....
which is bad. i totally think 'ignorance is bliss' is definitely true.
why are people doing things with a motive?
why do people live with a mask on?
why is the world even more realistic then it is already is?
why u look so fine when u are actually not?
why are u so 虚伪?
why are u a bitch?
why is everything unexplainable?
why can't everything be smooth flowing?

ya... i know u all maybe thinking why i have so many questions... maybe i can go ask the 乌龟博士!
hahas... i think i'm funny.

Although i am really 不爽 these days, i still have to thank those people who are 'really' happy that i could promote and that they really gave me unfailing encouragement during my most anxious times. Thank you mummy and daddy too. Above all, THANK YOU LORD.
you work wonders for me.

show me yr true self ~
 

 

HI,
I AM IN SCHOOL NOW...
DOING PW...
PW SUCKS...
I AM VERY SLEEPY NOW
GETTING RANDOM
WANT TO EAT THE DURIAN PUFF IN AMK HUB NOW.
THERE ARE SO MUCH WORRIES BUGGING ME.
I AM SAD.
HOPING FOR A GOOD NEWS TOMORROW.

BYES~
I LOVE EMO-ING NOW ):